Where Have I Been?

Where have I been?

It has been 4 weeks since my last post 

and at times I was sitting

with the Pink-flowering Tea-Tree.

Questions and answers come to me.

I wish I could say I was floating along,

but sometimes I was trembling or numb, 

sometimes pain, often grief,

but always a deep belief

that where I am,

and where I may go

is where I am being with the unknown,

and within me,

I know I am always in the right place.

 

These days the right place

may feel like I deeply know I am not alone,

and yet,

the triggered part of my muscles and structure,

wonder if my quiet way of 'calm and cheerful',

does sometimes come to closed doors.

 

I would like to share these words  

by Kate Van Horn, In My Story.

I find them enormously helpful.

 

"Thank you for never giving up on me"

I said.

 

"You're very welcome"

I replied.

 

And that is my story too 

The World / wholeness, the ability to see the big picture.

 

With Love Bee xo