and rising at 3am on a wintry night
my quiet tears accompany me
and I see
how still I hold my breath.
Still I need to consciously
help myself just breathe.
When I am slowly breathing out,
I gasp for air.
My heart is warm in my chest,
my hands are cold
my feet are warming
in a mohair rug wrapped around
a sense of some fragility.
What I know and always will,
is I am not alone.
My soul loves me and I love my soul.
I wish my immune system knew,
I am a safe place to land.
I am loving the earth, and all around
nature lifts me to see I truly believe,
I am a peaceful being.
*Who do I want to be?
*What is important to me?
I just must remember to breathe.
I feel I trust my life is much healed,
so I feel much joy in many moments
and most often most days
but why does
my silent breath
fly away?
Birds fly
and breathe
at the same time
I pray I will deeply learn
how to Simply be
like a bird
soaring high in the sky.
I wrote this yesterday, June 18, 2026, in the early morning,
after walking back home from a local coffee bar.
*Questions inspired by Jeremy Hunter PhD, and Sounds True One.
Photo credit: Martin Allen bird photography,
Scarlet-chested parrot, Neophema splendida
June 6, 2026, Australian Geographic Travel online.




