Looking For Me

My garden heart

is growing now

the pain has warmed

my healing feels

it came from knowing

how unreal

things really were

until I retrieved her.

Hello I see you now.

Where I looked longingly

you were not,

where I searched

you were unseen,

where I lived

you had been

and now delightedly

I have found

the earth you tread is crystal ground.

The Love has come

to warm my heart

so wind-chimes bring

deeper resonance

by looking in

to where my story did begin

a chapter writes itself anew

as I let go of searching you

I found the Little One.

The looking child lost to me

found hope and wholeness in the happily

ever after.

I want you to know I see you. I love you.

You are deeply loved.